so STRANGE..

I feel so strange this past few days. There comes the time that i am sad. There comes the time that I want to cry but I can't. Every time that tears falls to my eyes, I'm trying to stop it.. I want to cry! I want cry but i can't do it. I don't want that my friends see me crying because of tough reason. Sometimes I feel like I am very out of place every time  Chingu ( Korean word for..bastaaaa!) talks about something.. even though I know what they are talking about.People change in many ways.Yeah!even friends changes too.:(*and I proved it..*